honestly very depressed.

i used to perform, with ease. i used to sing naturally. i lost it. i lost that talent. i guess i'm really not a performer, just a worshiper. i used to be really confident.

i can't get my notes right, i can't get my breathing right. maybe i should already give it up. haay.

it was the only thing i could do without any struggle. it was the only thing i was good at. i guess maybe i just thought i was.

to the lovely katy pery. please forgive me for not bringing justice to your song.

i wanna cry. :((

Hopeless Romantic.

The cold season is not doing me any good. My toes are freezing and my nose is sneezy. But the worst thing about the cold season having no one to cuddle up with.

♥I miss holding hands and the feeling of security while at it.
♥I miss having someone greet me "good morning" knowing that I'm the first person he thought of in the morning.
♥I miss having someone greet me "good night" knowing that I'm the last person he had on his mind that day.
♥I miss hearing sweet and random "i love you"s.
♥I miss having someone to cuddle with.
♥I miss having an only pair of lips I'd want to kiss.
♥I miss having someone to take care of.
♥I miss having someone to love.
♥I miss having someone to talk to and rant to at the end of the day.
♥I miss having someone.