Today I learned that twice in a row, I have failed to meet the expectations of my Philo prof of me.. No matter how I try, i just can't seem to please her.. I prepare for the exam and answer my heart out but end up being disappointed of myself because I just couldn't make it..
I don't want to fail my parents.. I don't want to fail.. I've never failed..
Which is why I'll do whatever there is left to do.. which is basically.. review my hardest and answer my heart out again.. and after everything, cross my fingers and pray to God that hopefully that was enough to at least gain an uno..
My prof says to believe is to hold on and to have faith is to let go.. and today I will just have faith that God will give me what I deserve.. Today, I will just let go of whatever may happen.. Like the cliche goes, I will do my best and let God do the rest.. My God is a just God, and He will give me what I deserve.. If I deserve a failing mark, then so be it.. If I deserve otherwise then Praise God.. But I just choose to trust Him and let go everything else..
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