101st thought!

I can't believe I already have 100 blog entries up! And it's been almost a year since I put up this blog! Oh blogger, you've been good to me! Cheers to life and online journals!

Moving on...

As I have.. or so I'd like to think.. oh, humor humor..

So, the past few weeks have given me sporadic [rage] blackouts and semi-permanent migraines and worst, a very very very moody body clock. I feel sleepy at the oddest times of day and awake during the most awkward times at night. And yes, this has caused me fluctuating emotions, a very indecisive mind and awkward breakdowns about the weirdest of things.

So lately the drama queen in me decided that she would not hope to get married anymore. HAHA. It's sort of ironic when I'm the kind of girl that plans her future [husband included] since she was 8. But yes, as of today (8/14/11) I do not expect to marry.

BUT PLEASE DO NOT GET ME WRONG. I don't mean to close doors to any guy who's brave enough to ask me to marry him. All I want to say is that, I don't want to expect anymore. Neutral ground, safe ground to be more precise. If he comes, then good, if he wont then so be it. :) Besides, his absence will not stop me from adopting pretty children :)

so yes, as of today I am contended with God's love which is more than what I could ever ask for :)