Emotional stir.

I don't what is it about today that makes me all emotional, really.

First of all, I won't say I'm not affected because the fact that I'm blogging about it is a very obvious fact that I am. I hate the fact that she's all cold and avoiding. Okay, I get it that she's upset over what happened, but if I were in her place I wouldn't have treated her any different. Well, if this friendship is that shallow fine by me. It's not my loss anyway, I know so.

Next...

I miss him.. not him him.. but this guy I've been in love with since I was round 8. I miss him and his smile and how his eyes are all teary. I miss his voice and his compassionate heart. I miss how we used to have everyday spent together. I miss you.

There are times that I wished I didn't move to Manila, maybe then all the struggles and hardships would have been prevented or avoided for that matter. Maybe things would have been less complicated had we not run away.

But at the end of the day, I wouldn't have it any other way. Had we not moved here, I wouldn't have met some of the loveliest people in my life.