Sometimes the stars would refuse to shine..

Collide by Howie Day brings so much emotions and memories... It will always be one of those songs that will make my heart stop beating for a while.. It will always be one of those songs that will carry your memory..

maybe it's just a vulnerable time.. and a very trigger-some song.. but i suddenly remember that very moment with you.. on the fourth floor of an already closed shop at high street.. dancing to that song.. planning.. and promising..

i miss you this very moment.. i miss the man you were with me.. i hate admitting this but yes, i do miss you.. every inch of me at this very moment longs for you.. if i could just hold you now.. if only i could..

but at the end of the day.. reality kicks in and it bites..

at the end of the day I once again realize that it's long been over.. and that maybe it's the thought of us that I miss and not really you.. and that at the end of the day, i'm glad that we're not together.. cause had we stayed together, you wouldn't be as happy as you are now..

and neither would i..

and they say that things are better in the morning.. so i'll sleep this off.. and in the morning, i won't miss you like how i miss you now..

goodnight.

Collide (by Howie Day) by T2iMo