"You are my joy"

[Edited, Updated and Reposted. Originally posted September 2010]

Unlike other "empowered" women who refuse to be housewives, had I been given a chance, I'd want to be a house wife to see my children grow up to be men and women of great faith.

I've always liked children, babies especially... and I've always dreamt of having my own. One of the things I'm really excited about is having children. I feel great love for my children-to-be, even though they aren't alive yet, I already love them... and I have great plans for them. As much as I know that God has greater and better plans for them, I still want to plan for them, I still want to dream for them... because they are my own and I love them more than I love anyone else, well except of course their father to be...

I want to have 3 beautiful children... I want to have 2 boys and a girl, but of course I leave it up to God to choose my children's (i'll use gender, though the proper term is sex) genders..

I know it's weird that I'm wanting to have children... I don't want them now, but I will definitely want to have them in the future...

I love names with Greek and Spanish origins which is why I chose names that have those origins.

My first born...

Boy:
Sky Alexandre, "Sky"

Meaning: The Protector of Men.

Girl:

Kaethe Alexandra

Meaning: Pure hearted, Defender of Men


My second born
If it turns out to be a boy...

Jacobo Tyler, the one who sacrfices to give.

If it turns out to be a girl...

Helena Blythe Beautiful light, bringer of happiness

My third born
If it turns out to be a boy..

Claud Gabriel, a strong hero for God

If it turns out to be a girl...

Olivia Antoinette, graceful beyond praise.

Oh how beautiful persons you will be... I can't wait to hold you in my arms and see you smile...