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I hope to live life, soul search and find bliss. I seek to get lost and be found again. and again. And to eventually fall in love.

Monday, December 20, 2010

numb or apathetic.

I was listening to a song that seemed perfect to what I was feeling.. six months ago.. It was entitled crash and burn, "Give me one more chance before we crash & burn.." I thought that maybe our love deserved a second chance, that it was all still worth fighting for and those thoughts broke me to pieces, brought me to tears.. Funny how today, I just couldn't bring myself to that mood.. Maybe cause I am really just numb to the pain.. or maybe I just don't care anymore.. Or maybe, pushing the limits here, maybe I have moved on..

I pray against aftershocks.. Cause this right here, is the state where I want to be.:)

"So thank you for the broken heart,
And thank you for the permanent scar..
Cause if it wasn't for you
I might forget how it feels to let go
And how it feels to get a brand new start.."


Thank You For The Broken Heart by B Hadley

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..my name is Kelsey but I call my self, Stargirl..

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