White Flag

I'm done. I'm done with this illusion. I'm done trying to believe that this particular impossible thing could ever be possible. That was a grave err in judgment, to try to believe that there really is a pot of gold. That there was a leprechaun beside that pot of gold. I'm done with this set-up of tag you're "it" and hide and seek. I'm done with cheating myself all the time. I'm done giving away precious time. I'm done wasting time away, waiting for things that were never meant to happen anyway. I'm done believing that "from now on things are going to change". I'm done believing you. I'm tired of loving you more than I should, than I do myself. I'm tired of the same disappointments and hurts. I'm done with this.